"Unsteady State "
"And then she came. And I had a feeling it would come this way. But when I was sitting in the kitchen watching her cleaning the dishes, I was speechless. I couldn't find the word and even less the right feelings for it. The implicitness with which she went with the sponge over the surfaces of the kitchen amazed me and scared me at the same time. I wanted to day stop! You're destroying the landscapes of my living scenery, don't change the climate! This making this place to my own, was not hard work, but required a precise observation and thus dedication.
And on the other hand I just wanted to observe how movements look that make you feel more home. And be lulled by it. Movements that you do everywhere, the order how you clean the glasses first, then the plates and at the end the cutlery and the most oily stuff. And after that how you started to put the stuff lying around in the shelves to have clean surfaces and then you take the sponge and in rhythmic movements you get rid of small crumbles. To put things in order. To have a better overview.
I knew it would come this way but it still struck me."